I'm suffering from greed

I'm suffering from greed.
It happened yesterday, just a few hours a go.

my boyfriend and I went to the Outlet.
There were lots of shops like Adidas, but there were stores selling pretty expensive items such as fur clothes.

I though I'm a person who is not interested in luxury item.
but I wasn't.
Yesterday I wanted to buy lots of item, like Canada goose down jumper, Tory Burch's white and little bag, New Balance's Coral sportswear Top, etc...

What I most upset with was that I didn't feel well when my boyfriend bought about 1.8 million won price coat. the coat was really really nice. even he looked handsome because of the coat. I'd like to happy about it too, but I couldn't and I...
I'd like to buy something for me. and I disappointed to myself.

As I told previously, I thought myself as experience seekers rather than buying things.
but at that moment I felt a strong urge to buy things.

I don't want to be those type's person who buy items and brag. I want to be able to feel happiness when I spend time in nature and hang out with my family or friends.